In the middle of the night last night, I realized I was awake. It might have been 1:00. Or maybe it was 3:44 and my night was within 20 min of ending anyway. The point is, when my night ends 4:04 a.m., I don't want to spend any of my hours in bed awake thinking about my headache. I had a headache, again, and felt gross. This was the 2nd time this week. I hate headaches. They consume me. I rolled over and pretended it was only midnight ( I don't look at my clock in the night when this happens... ) and hoped. Before I knew it: buzzzzzzz. Well that didn't take long. Ugh.
I went into auto-pilot: hit the button, got up, put on my sweats, kissed my husband bye, and headed down for the ohsoawesomecouldn'tdothiswithoutit mug of coffee. It never tastes as delicious as it does at that hour. Love it. Then, I rub the cats, give them some water,fill a water bottle, throw the bag in the car and drive 45 min to the pool. At least they play great tunes at 4:15 a.m. The stars can be really pretty too. It's also nice quiet time for me. I don't get much of that... .
Today, I was 2000 yards into my 4000 yard swim,when I realized, Hey! I feel great! Headache is gone, I'm swimming sorta fast, and in 25 min I'll be done without workout #1 and on my way home to the fam. All by 5:30 a.m.! Love it. ( even it is torture at 4:04... it doesn't last. )
It's not always easy. In fact, most often, it's quite hard!!
Once in a while, I hear people talking about the secret.
Sorry. There are are no secrets. It all comes down to these two things:
Hard work & No excuses.
Repeat--> for years.
During my swim today, I did some 400s. In fact, I did 10. My goggles were a mess. They were leaking, they were foggy, and they were tight.
Not once did I stop during a set to fix them. I swam blind, I swam with water in my eye, and my headache threatened to come back because they were so tight. I fought the urge to fix them for 3 in a row.
Why? What's Wrong with me?? Just fix the goggles, right? Easy enough!
Except, I'm training hard for an Ironman right now. And, during all 5 Ironman races I've been in thus far, my eyes ACHED by the end of the swim because of the goggles. An hour without lifting them off your face is a long time and they get sore. And, I have them semi-tight because people hit me! During my last half ironman, I was kicked Hard in the face before I took my first stroke. It hurt, a lot. And my left eye was completely filled with water. I did fix that, but they were never on right for the race and I swam with water in there the whole time.
So, I train for it. I train to be ready for anything.
I train when it's freezing cold outside and I train when it's hot. I train when it's windy and I train when it's humid. I train when I feel good. I train when I feel bad. There are days that I look forward to a run and days that I absolutely loathe the idea of changing into my workout clothes, again. Once in a while, it's 70 degrees and sunny. The air is dry, my legs are light and fresh, and I'm not rushed for time. But really, is that how racing is? Only sometimes.
There is no magic in this. There is just a lot of hard consistent ongoing work.
If you want it, you will do it.
That is the only secret.